Feel free to publish this if you want. I have nothing to hide and not much to fear! "

<<< Hi, Guinevere.  Thank you so much for your email!!!   My replies are in blue.

Icke and Stewart would call me a 50/50 split.  Reptilian/Human.  You and I may share a similar bloodline. I descend from four or five Presidents, including the Bush family.

[NOTE FROM WAYNE: I am NOT related to Ex-President Bush.]

 

Guinevere's Near Death Experience

Note from Guninevere: Readers, please skip over the long pre-able of the Submit Your NDE Form to read the "meat" of my story, if you'd like. I had to copy the entire form,warts and all, but you need not read the intro stuff. My thanks to all of you! A. Guinevere Kern

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Thank you for submitting the following information:

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Name: Alexander Guinevere Kern

Contact_researcher: NDERF approved researcher may contact me

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Publish_total_permission: Total Permission

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Publication_email: With my E-Mail address

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Date_of_NDE: Approximately 6-2006

Age_at_NDE: 51

Age_Now: 59

Gender: Female

Race_White: White

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Circumstances_Accident:

Circumstances_Illness:

Circumstances_Surgery_related:

Circumstances_Childbirth:

Circumstances_Heart_attack:

Circumstances_Allergic_reaction:

Circumstances_Suicude_attempt:

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Circumstances_Criminal_attack:

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Circumstances_under_general_anesthesia:

Circumstances_CPR_given:

Circumstances_direct_head_injury:

Circumstances_Other: Other circumstances around the time of experience

Condition_around_the_time_of_experience: Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)

Experience_Include_OBE: Out of body experience

Experience_Include_Tunnel:

Experience_Include_Unearthly_beings: Presence of unearthly beings

Experience_Include_Light: Unearthly light

Experience_Include_Deceased_persons: Presence of deceased persons

Experience_Include_Darkness:

Experience_Include_Landscape_or_city: A landscape or city

Experience_Include_Void: Void

Experience_Include_Boundary:

Experience_Include_Strong_emotional_tone: Strong emotional tone

Experience_Include_Special_knowledge: Special knowledge or purpose

Experience_Include_Life_review: Life review

Experience_Include_Vision_future: Awareness of the future

Experience_Include_Hellish_imagery:

Experience_Include_None_above:

Religion_at_Time_Experience: Christian- Protestant

Religion_Currently: Christian- Protestant

Ex_Feel: Both pleasant AND distressing

Highest_Education: 14

Associated_life_threatening_event: Uncertain

Highest_level_conscious_vs_normal: More consciousness and alertness than normal

Difficult_to_express_experience: No

Were_your_thoughts_speeded_up: Faster than usual

Were_your_senses_more_vivid_than_usual: Incredibly more vivid

Did_you_feel_separated_from_your_physical_body: I clearly left my body and existed outside it

Separation_consciousness_earthly_events: Yes

Did_you_have_a_feeling_of_peace_or_pleasantness: Relief or calmness

Did_you_have_a_feeling_of_joy: Incredible joy

Pass_into_or_through_tunnel: No

See_an_unearthly_light: Yes

Did_you_see_or_feel_surrounded_by_a_brilliant_light: A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did_you_seem_to_encounter_a_mystical_being_or_presence: I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin

Did_you_see_deceased_spirits_or_religious_figures: I actually saw them

Religious_beings_NYU: No

See_deceased_beings: Yes

Review_past_life: Yes

Did_scenes_from_your_past_come_back_to_you: I remembered many past events

Did_you_seem_to_enter_some_other_unearthly_world: Some unfamiliar and strange place

Did_time_seem_to_speed_up: No

Did_you_feel_a_sense_of_harmony_or_unity_with_the_universe: I felt united or one with the world

Did_you_suddenly_seem_to_understand_everything: Everything about the universe

Did_you_seem_to_be_aware_of_things_going_on_elsewhere: Yes, but the facts have not been checked out

Boundary_or_limiting_structure: No

Did_you_come_to_a_border_or_point_of_no_return: I came to a definite conscious decision to "return" to life

Did_scenes_from_the_future_come_to_you: Scenes from my personal future

Life_after_death_NYU: Yes

God_does_exist: Yes

Premortal_existence: Yes

Mystical_oneness: Yes

Info_life_meaning: Yes

Info_life_difficulty: No

Info_about_love: No

Info_about_living_lives: Yes

Know_special_knowledge_or_purpose: Yes

Features_consistent_belief: Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience

Accuracy_experience_remembrance: I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience

God_before: God definitely exists

God_after: God definitely exists

Afterlife_before: An afterlife definitely exists

Afterlife_after: An afterlife definitely exists

Fear_death_before: I moderately feared death

Fear_death_after: I do not fear death

Earth_life_meaning_before: Are possibly meaningful and significant

Earth_life_meaning_after: Are meaningful and significant

Compassion_before: Greatly compassionate toward others

Compassion_after: Greatly compassionate toward others

Fearful_living_before: Greatly fearful in living my earthly life

Fearful_living_after: Not fearful in living my earthly life

Religious_spiritual_before: Greatly important to me

Religious_spiritual_after: Greatly important to me

Experience_resulted_in_changes: Large changes in my life

Change_values_beliefs_result_of_experience: Yes

Psychic_or_non_ordinary_gifts: Yes

Shared_experience_with_others: Yes

Did_you_have_any_knowledge_of_NDE_prior: Yes

Reality_of_your_experience_shortly_after: Experience was definitely real

Reality_of_your_experience_currently: Experience was definitely real

Have_your_relationships_changed: Yes

Have_your_religious_practices_changed: Yes

Anything_reproduce_NDE_experience: Yes

Questions_and_info_provided_describe_NDE: Yes

Location_of_NDE

Morrell Park, MD. 21230

Race_Other_Explain

County_Of_Birth

United States

Current_Occupation

Retired on disability. Former Civil Engineering Draftsperson.

Circumstances_Other_Explain

Possible stroke

Other_condition_around_the_time_of_experience_com

Other_faith_time_experience_explain

Routine, ordinary Lutheran. NO psychic abilities that I was aware of. Zero interest in Souls/Spirits/Ghosts, Aliens, E.T. " Heaven" NDEs, Past Lives ( did not believe in reincarnation), UFOs, Life Plans/ Scripts ( was and IS offensive to me), Earth School (concept remains offensive to me, as well). Not into Meditation, knew zilch about Energy, except I never possessed any. Understood nothing about Physics, Soul characteristics, Soul Energy Bodies, Source, Forms, etc.

Other_faith_currently_explain

I believe there is a very serious and authentic war between numerous Alien/ ET Races, both on the Earth Plane, and in many dimensions. I know the "secret government" runs The Earth Game and in general have no interest or affection for ordinary Human Beings. There is NO "New Age." This is a Perception Deception, to quote David Icke. I do not believe "Souls" (who are fireflies) have Mankinds' best interests at heart. I found out I was used as a Lab Rat in Project Monarch Mind Control Experiments (among other experiments) by my own U.S. Government, and was approached by " The Illuminati's Top Mond Controller" who knew I'd died and been returned. He was surely out to see if I had found out anything and check out my psychic skill set, which is a common side effect of NDEs. I did not find out about my NDE until 2012. New Agers ( and others) practice cleaning their energy, chakras, aura, deep meditation, raising Kundalini, without realizing NUMEROUS invisible Entities are delighted to find cleaner energy to "eat." The men and women involved in mind-controlling, torturing ( used as a weapons testing subject in nonlethal weapons tech., synthetic telepathy, remote neural monitoring, remote viewing, remote sensing, have publically declared they are Satanists (the two men are former high-ranking Military) and against my will and consent I was used in Satanic rituals that were vile beyond belief. Black Magicians/Satanists are far more of a threat to Mankind that some random ET. I believe Yahweh is the Supreme Maker and the God of my understanding.

Associated_life_threatening_event_Explain

Years later, when I developed the highest Blood Pressure reading St. Agnes had ever seen, the Cardiac physicians found a stroke artifact of unknown age.

The_Experience

My tale is lengthy, nonstandard, deeply disturbing to me, and, considering the mal usage of my brain and mind by some unknown branch of Military R&D for most of my sad life, horribly depressing. I now have Pre-Life memories, awareness of Co-existing, Past Life Tecall, Time Looping, Time editing, Time Shifts, Astral Contacts, Classroom studies in some Otherworldly Schools, Preparation for this Incarnation, and how the Deep black military's Project Monarch corrupted my Life Plan and objectives, and do so routinely. My Soul Being (who is me, and yet, most assuredly NOT me) was angry at having her Human Body implanted during a long illness so an Astral Entity could " play a fun Game" with HER form, that my Higher Self contacted Stewart Swerdlow and his wife Janet for information on how to combat The Illuminati and their hideous mistreatment of their "chosen" lab Rats, especially young children. not aware of ANY of this, I lived alone, on Disability, in a three bedroom Duplex in Baltimore, MD., after my ex left me for a Russian Bride. I had been very ill, but then developed severe, chronic, entirely destructive dental,decay, which resulted in an abscess, more painful than I can limn with any accuracy, and quite often I did not have the money for an extraction. I nearly died from Superbug infection, taking stored antibiotics to buy me some pain-free time until I received my $945.00 SSDI check and then paid $175-$250.00 to have yet another tooth pulled. I had Not support system, two friends, was over-medicated, constantly I'll from all the abscesses. in the end, I lost 20 teeth to this catastrophic dental decay, for which my dentist could find no real explanation. I brushed twice per day, and had been an attractive woman. I lost one tooth, every other month, for over two and one half years. I could not work, date or socialize, the pain was so intense and my financial situation could not handle the costs of so much dental treatment. Strange dreams began to plague me. I've kept journals for 40 years, and a current re-readings demonstrates plainly I certainly had some "dream messages" I often painted some of the odd dream Imagery, all of which turned out to manifest in my life and actually meant something. I had numerous peculiar recollections, even of writing up a Life Plan with four or five other Alien Entities with a Grey who talked to us about the various available Forms, stating they'd had a lot of trouble with these Forms. we won't be doing another run of them, but they can still be used for experimental purposes! And that's exactly what they did to me years later! I've suffered a terrible, tragic life, and remember being shown clips of my life, and being told, " She's a middle-aged lonely, Ill divorcee Spinster, dying young in her forties." I recall mild disgust and pity, a lot of rehearsing. I, as a Person, used to see in my mind's eye, "clips" of my future without knowing what they were, and at a young age I had no way of recognizing my Self at age 49 - I wondered who that woman was! She was ME, a sick, heartbroken, desperately ill human being, who believed I was real! To discover this is all some Virtual Reality Role Playing Game is vulgar and Unspiritual, unholy, unkind, sadistic beyond belief!! After I "died" - as scripted, at my proper Time" - I was in the middle of painting a portrait of my two younger daughters, entitled " American Beauties." I flew out of my body backwards and immediately saw the playing out of my life, which life never came to pass. The world was exquisite, spirits were everywhere, sitting on rooftops, waving at me to come back and hang out with them. ( I later learned there was on Interdimensional Portal running down the middle of our party wall. Everyone glowed, as if I was seeing my rather ugly and deteriorating SW corner of Baltimore through a crystal glass. I felt friendly love and familiarity with all the Souls who floated over to speak to me. they called to me, "Amel! Amel! Over here!" (My Soul Name is Ameliaura - the Energy of Amellieus) - Edgar Cayce claimed Amellius played "Christ" and other roles. I was born at 5:55 a.m. In 1955. According to Stewart Swerdlow, whose Healing Handbook I was shown when a Young Soul BEFORE this Incarnation, declares 5 is the Christ Frequency. Finally I was pulled up, by what I do not know. I did not see, or go through, a Tunnel. I bounded up into a Spacecraft or Space Station, where all my Fellow Entities were happy to see me. In was angry, tossing my helmet into a locker and then loaded my Life Film into some archaic Projector, drew the dark curtain around me, and used a sort of magnifying glass to examine my film, frame by frame. You can see me looking through such a glass in a multiple Self Portrait I did in pastels in the middle 90s. BEFORE my NDE in 2006, when Knew nothing. I walked over to one of the Beings, who sat in front of a computer screen, in an open window, with other Beings standing around. we looked at the frame showing the painting of my daughters and I lamented, "I didn't even get to finish my painting." I do not recall what transpired then, except a meeting was called to discuss my re-entry into The Earth Plane. About15 Beings discussed this option. I cannot tell what sort of Beings we are. most Souls are Fireflies. I was a Being, very short, dark- haired. After a round table discussion, I went to the very same Military Igent who later walked right up to me in a parking lot near my Home and tried to imtimidate me, The Illumonati's Top Mind Controller. He sat down with me and drew up a new Life P An. He was patient and fair, but he wanted ENERGY for more Life. more Life, you must pay in Light Energy. My Being agreed to perform as a Vessel on a Satanic-like ritual in order to manifest a Platform for a Battlestation in the Astral. I remember,ber EVERYTHING. Years later, that Being, and one of her fellow Beings from that Space Station, lied, manipulated and deceived ME, a conscious, clueless Human Being, by claiming to be Angels, then raised my Kundalini energy in a brutal fashion - I had no idea what was going on. So many New Agersbwete talking about Twin Souls coming together and White Brotherhod !edical Teams preparing us for the Yransformation of consciousness and The New Earth. I thought that was what was going on!!! I talked to Stewart Swerdlow about all of this; the Indwelling of an Astral Entity, raising of Kundalini and firing off orgasmic thought forms creates that Thoughtform on the Astral Planes. Mr.,Swerdlow told me Satanists do this all the time with mond-controlled Human Subjects!!!! Some New Age! Some Transformation!! It is cosmically il Legal to raise Kumdalini Fire like that in an unwilling, uninformed Being!!! Plus they then used me as a Free Source "Gas Station" for years after that, more ghastly than anything one could create in the mind of Mankind. I was too poor, terrified, alone,, isolated, to resist or even understand. This happened after I'd been resurrected on a co-existing Timeline after my death.I did not reme,ber a THING until I started the painting of my two youngest daughters years later, and realized I'd painted it before! Then I remembered much of the NDE! I met the Being all Spirits call The Devil. After my NDE I developed precisely those psychic skills many NDEr's gain. I thought I was going Koo-Koo. A wonderful British Medium helped me manage my experiences, which terrified me and most certainly that Being, and her Fellows, are Evil, to have promised (and practiced) to raise MY Kundalini and pay for her continued Life with MY Light! The Devil tricked me into summoning him, because he was ticked off at that Being for not giving up all of my energy. What those demonic Astrals and Ex-Mi.itary creeps did to me was energy rip my Light, my Spirit. I painted that incident, when the Devil hoisted me up to the Astral in order to rape energy out of my "Element." (What Souls call it, because they are Insectoid). Do not believe that claptrap about how there is no Satan! I MET him. He is Marduk. He even Astrally projects himself into human bodies of a certain bloodline so he can play at being Human. Read Michael Lee Hill's testimony about meeting Marduk. Finally, after years of learning, with the help of great people, how to fight these demon Astrals, and what SAT weapons the Military is testing on Targeted Individuals and others, My daughter saw I was becoming too fatigued to take care of my three bedroom house and moved me in with her here in California.

Level_of_consciousness_and_alertness

Back on the space-craft (clunky, low-tech, unimpressive, nuts-and-bolts mechanical). I knew who I was, was not at all pleased and commented, while watching my Life Movie, " I didn't do well." No one judged me. My life had been depressing, mortifying, constantly ill . . . .I would never say "I didn't do well." The craft had films running in horizontal tracks all around the walls.

Level_of_consciousness_and_alertness_Difference

Very bright eyesight. I'm nearly blind. Greatly expanded consciousness. felt intense love for some of the crew members. Sensed I was very young. I suffer from Aspergers Syndrome and do not really feel love.

What_made_experience_difficult_to_communicate

Vision_impairement_at_time_experience_com

Brilliantly clear, like crystal - one Spirit told me, "The Maker put crystals in our retinas." Intense colors, Spirits were beautiful, everywhere, also a large flock of diamond bright Souls arcing upward toward Home. Every single Soul, Earthbound or not, was extraordinarily becoming. A striking liquid shine on all around me. I felt Humanity is cheated out of the true beauty which is around us, invisible to our mortal eyes. Felt known, felt loved. Many friends, when in human life, due to my disability, I only had two friends at the end.

Hearing_impairement_at_time_experience_com

Far more acute.

Separation_consciousness_earthly_events_com

I have decoded my Soul Plan and am aware of all my Prompts, Karmic Intersections, knew who would be President.

What_emotions_did_you_feel

Glorious! A bit stunned!

Describe_tunnel

Floated up into waiting space scout.

Describe_unearthly_light

As though one were looking through a crystal lens! Light radiating around all things, from my dresser and bed and window sill, to all the shining Beings around me. Made of Light, all things.

Describe_mystical_being

I stood outside my dead body, felt no real attachment to it, but felt "no one should die like that." Asked a tall, muscular William Blake style possible Guide Being, who obviously cared nothing for me, the dead Human, for more time and apparently he allowed this by time looping me back into my new Timeline. I remember him on many occasions rehearsing my role with me. Incredibly beautiful man, somewhat cavalier. Blonde curls, white garment, but not Angelic in vibrational impression.

Religious_beings_NYU_com

Describe_deceased_beings

Many! Everywhere around me, standing on rooftops, walking on porch roof next door. A strange group of nearly transparent light Beings grouped in a sort of crystalline boat floated by, waving and calling out to me to join them. I was well known. Interdimensional Portal opened at that end of my house. It only opened or closed at certain times or conditions. I remembered waiting for it to open, in the company of two male friends, while examining my home and deciding if I wanted to live there.

Describe_life_review

As I floated up and out of my body at a 45 degree angle, I saw the rest of my Life Film. I was to live with a man I never met in my new time stream. I saw my armoire sustained some kind of damage and that man and I drove it back to Taylor's Antique Mall to have it repaired. At that time, I did not own that armoire. I later bought it at Taylor's Antique Mall, not remembering my NDE at all until several years later! My roof was repaired multiple times, and fell through last year. The armoire was moved out of the way! I remembered researching and rehearsing this role as me, many rehearsals we enjoyed practicing. The reality of being me has been absolutely dreadful. I would NEVER send my Child to such a school! It is abuse! I'm in shock my Soul traded my Soul energy for more time/Life. I hope to leave and never return again! I realized my Program had been corrupted and my life ruined. I missed Ellicott City. As a human being, I was surprised that every part of my life was written, scripted and rehearsed. I am deeply appalled. I decoded my entire Soul Script and can prove it.

Unearthly_world_descriibe_com

A spacecraft or Space Station. It had a large theater with many seats, a bowling alley, a small museum of sorts. Stairwells, some smaller rooms, not clean. I saw some of my Teachers. No matter how diligently I try, I cannot see their faces. I remember they helped me plan my Life. It looked like both a Grid and Labyrinth, with little "Devil" symbols where he might try to trap me. I printed it out and practiced some of the scenes with two of my best friends. I believe they incarnated as my current brothers. My Goals were discussed. The board contained Holographic elements which extended upwards. We young Souls or Beings were delighted!

Explain_time_speed_up

Explain_understand_everything

Certainly I recall many classes, in various subjects. My feeling was the Teachers were giving me opportunities to try different Life movie characters and experiences, to see where my personal talents and skills inclined so I could develop them. We were taught about Earth in particular, the Solar System. I was a timid child in love and raptures over the world around me. To think some Teachers" allowed me, the Human Being, to suffer an atrocious, tragedy-ridden life just beggeds belief! On the spacecraft I was shown a tall poster of a woman, which depicted where the implants would be located! If they are allowed to control the Human Form remotely, how is THAT holy? When I read the 5th Interview with Dr. Neruda on the Wingmakers site, I knew it was true. Dr. Neruda worked for A. R. Bordon (NASA's "Fifteen" ( highest rank) on secret projects galore! There were babies being grown in vats. I saw and remember it ALL! We studied the works of Thoth, the Atlatean scribe and drew diagrams of some of his descriptions of the Universe. It was and is my understanding the Creator God Yahweh created The Earth Game (Holy Scripture/Holy Script). Souls speak to me in the language of Souls. References to Yahweh are everywhere.

Describe_boundary_or_limiting_structure

Describe_conscious_decision_to_return

It was my proper "Time" but I was very upset I did not get to finish the painting of my daughters. A meeting was held with the ex-Military gentleman to discuss this. I had to trade with The Devil to re-enter the same Form in a co-existing Timeline. All of my obvious Prompts were supposed to be positive and good! They didn't just turn out negative and depressing, the people involved behaved in a bizarre fashion! I saw how my life was supposed to turn out -the entire program was corrupted! As a Human, I am so astonished and hurt at what was done to me to rip out of me the promised energy, so horrified, I knew nothing about Satanism, Mind Control experiments, "Magic" -which is really the mastering of Energy), using "failed prototype Humans" in experiments (that's how they described me!) I personally would never come back here. They showed me The Earth Plane as a green plane, not really a planet. Souls tell me they have no sense of time, cannot tell day from night and can't even see the Solar System! Yet that military person and some Aliens/ET helped my Being write up a new plan and "I" returned. When I refused to perform certain Satanic Rituals for Energy (I was a shocked Christian) the Military people were exceedingly angry, ripped my Soul out of body and threatened my life! Nasty ET, just Nasty. There were different types of ET on board the spacecraft or Station, all kind to my Soul, except one Snake woman, who was cruel and argued against my Being's desire to return. Stewart Swedlow's books describe these same people and Beings as being part of The Secret Government. I did not know this.

Describe_future_scenes

I saw and rehearsed scenes which played out, in the house I just left. I knew who was supposed to intersect with me. I became very psychic and received numberless dreams, usually Souls telling me what would happen in the future of or to my children, who was pregnant, who would get married. I saw multiple co-existing Timelines which were options, both positive and negative. These did not manifest. I saw Beings on a platform, tall, with an extension with a computer on the end, with a beings standing around it (Platform for landing craft far above same structure), filming my house and the streets and houses around it. They write scripts and create the films on a computer. It is all holographic, all of it. Humans are designed to see the Virtual Reality as 3D. I saw my house in the future, collapsed, not much remained. We had many such condemned houses in Mt. Winan, not far from my home. I have NO idea where that Being comes from in the Unum. Some Souls call me a Wayfarer. I have admiration for, and connections to, the Beings erroneously called The Anunnaki. I was an Igigi ( those who look far and see) - we are common in all worlds. I loved Prince Marduk, I saw him get married on a holographic movie, could have been The Akashic Record. Nibiru existed. Very lovely. The Royals looked somewhat Asian to me, not Reptilian! I have met Reptilian Entities and had no issues with them. There are Hybrids everywhere. I never once heard the word " Source." Every Soul is a power source!! Not a Creator God (Game Designer)! "As above, so below." Souls LOVE making movies and playing Games. This is The Polarity Integration Game. I reversed my Polarity, refused to make good on my offer of Light for Life, so have spoken with The Devil (Satan) four or five times. He calls me " Dust" or "Ape" or " Starfire." Souls are TERRIFIED of him. I'm sick of reading books and NDEs which declare there is no Satan, no Christ. I am a very hurt and broken-hearted Grammy and I tell you he exists and runs the Game to a certain extent.

Life_after_death_NYU_com

I knew I had incarnated with a Life plan/Sacred Contract with preset Terms and Conditions! I remember. How can there be death? I can go out of body anytime. It is a shift to a higher frequency domain. My Human body has been sick for most of my life. I'd much rather be there than here! Satan can repair a lot of damage, but you will pay him with Light Energy! He programs people to have illnesses! Genetic engineering! I asked him to fix a condition I have no doctor could cure without surgery. He did it! And I paid for it, too! I know that every 111/2 years, following the cycle of the Sun, you will "give The Devil his due" just to game here. That's where the concept of The Wheel of Fortune derived. Humans know nothing about this! To is why bad things happen to good people. There has to be a balance of energies!

God_does_exist_com

Yes, there are many, many Game Designers.

Premortal_existence_com

Yes, I relived them. Awful.

Mystical_oneness_com

Yes, we are particles of God's Consciousness. Souls don't always go back to the Light! They do NOT like to incarnate. And The Masters will force you to, even though they are well aware Satan traps Souls all the times and downloads them into cruel lives which will give him negative energy after erasing the Souls' memories. I was shown a Two-faced chessboard, with a Black Tragedy mask on one side, and a white Comedy mask on the other. It revolves with the Sun. It is Positive Polarity Beings versus Negative Poarity Souls!! Cut throat! And movie-making. Strangely, but perhaps not surprisingly, my daughter and SIL are Reality TV camera operators.

Info_life_meaning_com

Yes, learning, experiencing, growing, educating, performing, helping, making a contribution to The Earth Plane. I was shown a long, seemingly endless bridge made of books. My Teacher said,m" You are part of the Neverending story!"

Info_life_difficulty_com

And I sure would love to hear some explanations!!

Info_about_love_com

However, once freed of my Form I felt saturated in it! I'm mildly autistic, so I never experienced such warm, vibrant living love!

Info_about_living_lives_com R

Describe_special_knowledge_or_purpose

I came to contribute my art and writing, to improve my skills,mot help blind and mentally ill people, to work on Karmic issues, to work on issues relevant to helping the mentally ill, to have as many children as possible because I had advanced, superior DNA.

Features_consistent_belief_com

Shocking. Absolutely shocking. I have an ET Soul. Not very comforting.

Accuracy_experience_remembrance_com

I remember all events in detail. I have a near photographic memory.

Discuss_life_changes_after_experience

I am even more compassionate toward my Fellows on Earth. We are grossly deceived.

Describe_change_values_beliefs_result_of_experience

Souls and their "Host Vehicle" (what a distancing, virus type way to view your physical body!) and Human Beings have vastly different agendas, hopes, dreams, desires. They try to seize control of us and even use their many Soul Friends to help them control the very Human they've infested at birth. The Game rules must change. The Human's needs must always supercede what an Invading Intelligence wants. Without us, they have no power on the Earth Plane. They must never be permitted to harm us intentionally. We have nothing in common with them. I would like them to go elsewhere. The Source did NOT create Earth Or Humans: It's Explorer Souls found early Man and thought we'd be a good Incarnational Vehicle. Ugh! And they are BUGS, Insectoid! No wonder they call us "Host Bodies!" They are performing in a school play, enforcing drama into our lives, for the sake of a GAME! Why am I the only person offended by this!?

Describe_psychic_or_paranormal_gifts

I am a clairvoyant, clairaudient, clairsentient Medium. I am always aware of past life memories and future possibility/probability Timelines. I am keenly attuned to Time a Shifts, Reality Shifts, Co-Existing Timelines, Timeline Editing/Parallel Lives, the presence of Ghosts/Spirits/Demons/Angelics. I'm a Remote Viewer and suffer disturbing episodes of Deja Vu regularly. I can remember entire episodes of rehearsals for this life and others. I communicate with Aliens and ET infrequently. I have studied, and put into practice, the methods taught by Stewart Swedlow. I now adhere and resonate with Hermetic Philosophy.

Parts_of_the_experience_that_were_especially_meaningful

The beauty of Spirits, their sense of love and fun, their immortal love and connections they have cultivated over centuries. I saw a world invisible to me, right outside my bedroom window when I died! My roof just disappeared and I could see clear to my back bathroom!! Spirits were everywhere! Crystal Light, everywhere, everything! And finding out all animals have programmed functions, like Squirrels are spies and communications experts!

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Until I am sure they are tired of hearing about it!

Describe_prior_NDE_knowledge

I read Raymond Moody's book years ago and found it credible.

Explain_reality_of_experience_early_on

Can relive it if I want to. It seemed far more real to me than this Reality.

Explain_reality_of_experience_currently

Slightly unusual NDE, with common side effects of enhanced psychic skill set. Met Military man who brought my Spirit back into my Form. They are always interested in Psychics. Asked to PsiSpy for Military. They do not like loudmouth Grandmothers blabbing away online about the real nature of Souls and the ET/Alien Presence on Earth. My hard drive was stolen when I started uploading some of my experiences online. My life was threatened many times.

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More appreciative of Mankind and how superior we are to most Souls, who are typically young and playing their version of a computer Game with Live Humans as Avatars! People have to believe me - my predictions come true!

Explain_changed_religious_beliefs_practices

More prayer and Meditation daily. Love Yahweh deeply. Seek to " lend to the hand of Jehovah."

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In the past I Saw many clips of my future, other lives, Prompts, rehearsals, Astral experiences and never knew what they were! I have painted some of my experiences! I've kept diaries for 40 years. All these things came to pass.

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I wish it had never happened. My life has been unpleasant, depressing, heartbreaking. I would never have asked to return. I just wanted a normal life and never got it. This experience only made it worse. Some Spiritual Transformation!

Explain_questions_and_info_provided_describe_NDE

You've covered well all the strange, significant and important facets of these unexpected Spiritual Experiences.

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I use it to comfort people who've lost loved ones, or to teach people "How Heaven Works."

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